♥angie

Friday, December 09, 2011 @ 10:53 AM

something inside me

Holidays!
what did you guys done as it is already half passed?
still thinking what to do when you wake up in the late morning or afternoon?
well, i guess you guys did have fun =)
ouch...
now is my turn to share...
my holidays didn't get well...
someone asked me, "what's wrong with you?"
What was wrong? How could i explain when I barely understood myself? I was embarrassed, and sad, and so so angry. Behind the jokes I made and the tough front I put up, I felt scared and alone a lot of the time--but now more that ever. At a time when I needed friends the most, I couldn't seem to let anybody in.
What was wrong was the last time I'd opened up my heart and admitted to needing somebody, it then turned around and flattened it to a pulp.
What was wrong, I realized fully with a shock, was i had xxxxxx xxxxxxxxxx and xxxxxxx in xxxx...again...with xxxxxxx who xxxxxx xxxx xx xxxx...and I was terrified. More terrified than I'd ever been in my life.

my 7th aunt's baby =) she is cute, right?

I just finished watching Ouran High School Host Club which is an anime of TV series that i borrowed from Kei =) freaking cute XD

The character I like most is Takashi Morinozuka. Also known as "Mori", his character is the "Strong and Silent Type" or the "Wild Type" in the host club. He is the tallest and quietest member of the group. His strength can compare with Honey's but instead of martial arts, he does kendo, and happens to be the champion of kendo at school. Mori dedicates his life to Honey by protecting him and only gets emotional when Honey is injured or harmed. He is also very close to the other club members and many classmates look up to him because of his quiet, gentle nature, despite his intimidating appearance. He usually only speaks when necessary, and responds to questions mostly with monosyllabic answers. Mori's family served Honey's family until a marriage two generations ago made them cousins. Even though the servant-master bond was technically broken, Mori still serves faithfully as Honey's guardian and best friend. He also has a brother, Satoshi Morinozuka, who, unlike Chika, praises him.

that's him =D

Falling in love was the first step toward getting your heart broken...
cheers, everyone =D